Q: When will it be time..?

I feel very heavy. I am not talking about the weight of this parcel in my hands, but I feel very heavy inside. I'll say this here because I know the letters you like to receive from me will not reach you this time. No matter where I go in life, I’ll always be responsible, as a proud friend of yours. I’ve grown so attached to you when I got back to Malaysia. Seriously, I didn’t know anything about becoming an adult, but you taught me so much for the past eight months you were with me. We made so many good memories together, and I was so happy… I don’t think I’ll ever forget them. I think I’m going to miss you a lot when you go study abroad. For some reason, it seems like…today your parcel carried your thoughts across the ocean into an apartment where loneliness is just another roommate of mine. But promise me that we’ll see each other soon. I hope that you stay healthy and always remember to drop me a message when you can. This song is your favorite, and it goes out to you. Sleep well, and thank you for everything.

Never far away,
Vonnie S.