Q: for once, when can i have a good sleep? =_________=

While I ponder on the prospect of making the Genting trip with Raymond and lots, there is much on the checklist to do. Now that we've entered the month of June, my anxiety level has skyrocketed to the extent that it bothers my sleep and with that, interferes with work much to boss's displeasure. But he wouldn't say anything I know, the lack of (wo)manpower prevents him from firing anybody. Unfortunately for him, we all took the advantage to misbehave, though initially I must say my work ethics hardly falter. Towards mid 2012, we're slowing down but I on the other hand, would have to speed up before time gets ahead of me.

I understand my anxiety. To point it simply, I know the root of the problems but there is little I'd do to solve it because I feel helpless. Aphids gnawing at the leaves, protozoa hanging at the root and the natural blazing sunlight are irritating. A spray of chemical could cut me loose on these shenanigans. Step by step I'm trying to pry away each and every one of them. Still, getting there is a challenge.

Compulsive scratching,
Vonnie S.