Watching NHK ni Yokoso! made me relive my short
hikikomorish moments. Looking back, I see the motivation behind not wanting to
move forward. I was way too comfortable with life. Anything that threatens that
put me on edge. I avoided talking about the future, beating the eggs to froth
instead while I stared at screens for hours. Now that I think about it, I
finished FMA and dozens of other series in a binge-like manner.
Now that I’ve realized the importance of time and
the need to contribute to society, the baggage was packed with the intention to
move forward. Despite the pressures to achieve a lot at a limited time, I’ve
learned to adopt and accept a ‘my pace’ attitude to life. I’d rather do well,
than cut corners just to reach a goal. But I have honestly yet to fully yearn
adulthood. I have dreams that I want fulfilled, and as always I don’t know how
or when I’ll get there, but I want to see it happen.
Go and fight again,
Vonnie S.
Vonnie S.
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